I asked my co-worker this morning, “Did you have a red toy ring with a big diamond when you were a kid?” “Yes, why? That’s a random question” she says. She turns to my boss who was also in my office and says “Everything Dennis asks is random”. We all laugh. I start thinking: ‘I can’t tell her, she wouldn’t understand and worse, she will judge me as tipped just a little bit too far. No, I have to tell her. It might help.’ I decide I’m going to go for it.
My co-worker, who’s Dad has been diagnosed with brain disease and has scans showing atrophy has confided in me that she is an only child because she lost her brother when he was three years old. I went to her desk and dove in. ‘I’ve got something to tell you. Last night while I was meditating, your dad’s soul came through. He is concerned about you. More than that, it seems like your faith and positive outlook about his healing chances is extremely important, possibly more so than his own. You see, on some levels of existence, you and he are not separate and you can have a direct effect on his healing. That’s not all, your brother’s soul came through and showed me that he is with you helping his dad through this. He showed me a red toy diamond ring.” At that point, she began to cry and could not say anything else. I told her to keep this between us. I am still very insecure about “coming out” to all my co-workers, especially since I am in a management position.
So what is this energy that I keep referring to? I’m not quite sure, but the best way to describe it is that feeling you get when something eerily coincidental happens and your hairs stand up at the back of your head but I get it coursing through my body when there is resonance between different spiritual frequencies. Like a tuning fork that causes another one to vibrate, when a soul or higher self comes through to my field of awareness, I feel it as this very clear and pronounced energy and at that point, thought communication or images follow. I feel a confirmation of what has been said or seen, like an accent mark at the end of a sentence, as this movement of energy throughout my body.
Sometimes, I just feel it in my upper body, sometimes just through my brain (very weird, but very cool), but there have been times when this ecstatic energy moves throughout my whole body. Unless, I feel this energy, I don’t share what I have experienced. Yes, I do question my experiences as acts of my imagination so I wait for “confirmation”. I’ve been learning about Edgar Cayce and others who have tapped into what is called the “Akashic Records”. This is a repository of all knowledge and the place where all energy frequencies converge into a coherent and unified system. In the early 1900’s, Edgar Cayce used to diagnose and remedy diseases that the medical community had yet to identify. He believed this gift came from the ability to access the Akashic Records.
But right now, the Akashic Records are NOT telling me what life will look like after Resignation Day. It might as well be 5300 days. My day today was full of activity: decisions on internet marketing strategies, changes in admissions policies, I submitted my recommendations on re-organizing our department, I dealt with immature employees that were complaining because we did not let them leave as early as they wanted to due to inclement weather, I planned our participation in a Hispanic MBA event that is taking place tomorrow and on and on.
The only work related moment I will remember from today is the moment I moved my co-worker. I know I said I would write about my teachers and guides. I’m a bit under the weather so I decided to deviate. I need to rest. Tomorrow you’ll meet Ram Dass. He’s a trip.
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