I woke up this morning to the news that my brother in-law’s father who was diagnosed with cancer a year ago, had passed away of a sudden heart complication, only to find out an hour later that he is not yet dead. Although in a coma, he is still exhibiting vital signs. I see deep mystery present in every day. That is the life I lead. A life in which profound energy moves through my body when I am in meditation, and I, way too frequently sense the thoughts and emotions of souls that are near death, near birth and near the threshold in between. The far out part of it all is that leaving the university freaks me out but THIS does not. I am at home, traveling through other dimensions and seeking ways to help heal others. At the risk of sounding like Yogi Berra, it all started at the beginning.
I have always had a sense of reverence for the unseen. I knew from my early days that if all we did was focus on what we can see, hear, touch, feel or taste that we would miss many magic moments in our lives. These moments reveal extraordinary purpose but are so easily dismissed by our rational mind. As a child, I loved to read about the Catholic saints, the Indian yogis, stories of past lives, time travel, and prophecy. This was way more interesting to me than math or any of the physical sciences. This passion for the deep mysteries of life has never left me and I am not allowed to leave it. I have witnessed an evolution in my experience of the unseen. What I am about to reveal to you may make you uncomfortable and it may even force you to question my sanity. That’s okay. It’s time to let it all hang out. If I am going to quit my job and start living in public the life my family and I have lived in private, then keeping this information from you makes no sense to me. My first book is not about my metaphysical experiences. It is about the transformative moment in the lives of influential characters both historical and contemporary. However, my moment only makes sense within the context and recognition of my own extraordinary experiences.
It began as a feeling that there were others in the room when I was alone, to seeing and communicating with spirits in my room. I would be kept awake and be drawn to my sacred space for hours in the middle of the night. Like, John Edward from Crossing Over, my meditation of choice was the Rosary. The Rosary became a doorway to extrasensory communication and the information that would be revealed was always for the healing of the mind, body and spirit. This call to prayer takes me over and does not let me rest until I am clear on the information that is to be revealed. My higher self counsels those that are crossing over either from this physical plane to the next, confused spirits holding on to guilt or souls questioning whether this is the right time to incarnate. In time, I will reveal more details but until then, please stay open to mystery. Listen to your heart and try not to judge the information you receive as possible or impossible. Just sit with it. Trust that you are being guided by forces that are all too safe. These forces are teaching us all. It is all possible. Feel free to remind me of this if I have a freak out episode on my way to Resignation Day.
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