I am noticing that the more I let go of my fears around the decision to quit my job in 22 days and instead put all my energies into creating "The Superman Effect", the more I find myself becoming aware of the most subtle movements in the universe. The Zoo had a giving jar with a sign: “Make a change”. A close friend who has yet to start reading my blog reveals to me one of her deep insecurities and instead of becoming self-deprecating, says “It is what it is”. The interview for the work-from-home job that can supplement my writing with income and provide trips to Italy, is set for December 7th, and I feel so much support from my friends on both sides of the veil.
I feel the presence of my deceased father cheering me on to the finish line. I read Jesus’ words as if for the first time: “Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.” My friends in spirit are always with me, sending their love and positive thoughts and the coolest part is that even if I don’t hear from them, I feel it their love.
Confidence in my writing is growing every day and I feel lighter, more at ease. Life is fun because I choose to focus on it as fun. I have worried way too much about money in the past and I choose to let go of the worry and fully trust this time around. As long as when I come home, my wife and kids see a happy dad, then they in turn are joyous, so I refuse to let income determine the happiness of my family. We have always had our financial needs met and like my wife says, “If this does not work out and we lose our house, then we build back up again.” With that kind of support, I cannot fail.
I believe that fear creates density in the human experience. Density is responsible for our narrow vision and lack of spiritual and intuitive sensitivity. If we learn to release our fears, and trust that the universe supports our higher purpose, than manifestation becomes easier, we feel lighter and become more sensitive to higher vibrations. As long as our fears keep us from believing in what we don’t see, then we remain closed to life’s possibilities.
We can choose to live life believing we cannot afford anything, that we will never be truly loved, that we can’t do better than the job we have or that we are not creative. The universe will do everything in its power to confirm our beliefs. Our life circumstances are an identical mirror image of the mix between our conscious and unconscious beliefs. Because many of our beliefs contradict each other, ( for example, I want to be financially wealthy but money is the root of all evil) it is no wonder that we feel confused. The most frustrating part is that we are actually made in the image of God with unlimited, pure potential for clarity, creativity, freedom and trust. As a global belief, this is a great place to start.
As far as where the money will come from to replace my management salary? As Deepak Chopra likes to say when quoting the Guru being asked the same question by his devotee:
“Where will the money come from?” “The money will come from where it’s at.”
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