So what is the secret to manifesting your dreams? I’ve discovered that this blog is taking the shape of a case study in creating your own reality. The bookstores are replete with self help books on manifestation. Most focus on setting an intention and taking massive action. What they don’t provide is a roadmap in dealing with internal and subconscious resistance. My mind has created a set of beliefs that either support my new vision of life after the university or repel it. So when I write about my insecurities and fears, when I illustrate self-forgiveness or describe improbable moments, I am retraining my brain to see a new reality design that is full of possibilities. I can sit here and write about how I feel the feelings of already becoming a successful author. I can quote books by Napoleon Hill, Anthony Robbins, and “he that has no email address” (my buddy Wayne Dyer). What would be missing is an exploration of my psyche as I strip away old established patterns of thought that have kept me from recognizing my authentic power.
This honest assessment is frightening to behold, so of course I have chosen to conduct this study in public. Only my closest friends know the real me and even they have not seen me this exposed. I want people to read my words and choose to live from a place of truth without judgment. I want to hear about letters of forgiveness being written to loved ones. I want people to believe in spontaneous healings and that with faith you can move mountains. I want people to recognize that every moment has the potential to be a moment of awakening and that the universe supports our learning. Fear is an illusion but its energy vibration is extremely powerful and can create our future.
I have a co-worker who was five months pregnant and developed preeclampsia. She was rushed to the hospital and worried that her baby was in jeopardy, was put on bed rest. She was deeply fearful, especially since this was her second child, and the first was born prematurely having to be in an incubator for weeks. I had learned of the decision to put my co-worker on best rest but was too busy at work to give it much thought. That night I could not sleep and felt an overwhelming need to pray for her and her baby. As I sat in my sacred space praying the Rosary, I saw in my mind’s eye a large ball of light. In it was what I believed to be a mother’s womb and a baby inside. I then felt a surge go through my body and energy be transferred into this ball of light, illuminating it with a golden hue. It came in waves of three and each time, I had a sense that the baby in the womb was receiving healing energy. In a second I received a rush of information: The soul of the baby was afraid of going through with it. It felt all too strongly the mother’s fear and wanted to drop out. My higher self counseled the soul that all is well and that incarnating at this time in human history is a unique privilege and an amazing opportunity for growth and learning. The soul consented and the physical healing took place. I was so certain that the baby was going to be fine that I quickly emailed my co-worker’s sister. I wrote:
July 8, 2009
“I just wanted to let you know that last night, I was called to prayer for your sister and her baby. I believe a healing took place. Please tell your sister not to be afraid. The baby will be absolutely fine. She will carry the baby to full term. Even if a little early, the baby will be safe and healthy. “
After a long period of bed rest, the baby was born in mid-October, completely safe and healthy. With the flu fears, I have not met the baby yet but I already know her soul.
“Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing there is a field. I will meet you there.”- Rumi
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